Leadership.

It's hard trying not to be too emo about it, but still ...

How can one feel satisfied if he/she does not get what he/she wants? I'm only hoping for so much, to be a class/CCA leader, is it that hard? Fair enough, I did not get enough votes, but there are other ways in which I can help out to "exhibit" or more appropriately, express my leadership capabilities.

Fine fine, fair enough. But what if in the future, someone asks about my leadership capabilities. So what do I say? Options are:

• I'm just a subject rep, but does that count for anything?
• I'm nothing more than a ordinary member in my CCA. Isn't this worse?

At least in secondary school, I still can say that I'm an ASL. But now?

Of course, if offered the opportunity to lead, I would be more than willing to take up the challenge. But in this case, the opportunities are no longer for me anymore!

Not that I don't want, but I can't get it in the first place!

Now I don't feel just disappointment. I feel ANGER! FRUSTRATION! Boiling blood!

And now I feel downright dejected and depressed (did someone just ditched me?).

But what to do? Shrug it off? Let time fly by?

I'm not too sure ...